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Who is? by keygo1, literature

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Who is?

Who is going to take care of me when I'm dying? When I can't stand? When I can't feed myself? When I can't remember what happened yesterday? When I can't form a sentence? When it comes time to make the final decisions for me? Who is going to take care of me when I'm dying? Who is going to try to make me feel better when there's no hope left? Who is going to visit me when I'm confined to a bed? Who is going to be there when I start to lose myself and become someone else? Who is going to still love me? Who is going to remember me when I'm dying and gone? Who is going to take care of me when I'm dying? When my body tics and spasms uncontrollably? Who is going to love me when I'm already dying? When I lose all kindness and become aggressive? Who is going to still till the end? When the defective gene started taking course before I ever found my true love? Who would want the beginning part of adulthood to be the end? When you finally find the will to live and find out there's no point in having it? Who is going to take care of me when I'm dying? When I struggle to take my final breath, who will be there? How alone has the world made me be then? Only nurses there if I'm lucky? Or will I be graced with at least 1 soul who loves me. Who hates that I'm gone?

The People by keygo1, literature

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The People

There was a girl. She had a friend she really cared for along with a boy who she loved dearly. The she loved the boy with all of her heart and would do anything to keep him. She valued the friend almost as much as her love. Sadly things changed. The friend was there for her just as much as her love but… She misses the old times where she had someone to talk to whenever she wanted or need with any problem she had. Where the problems would be fixed in some way she always felt better. There would be an argument but things got fixed. Things were a little off but with someone to talk to she didn’t mind. She had someone for when n

One Last Time by keygo1, literature

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One Last Time

I had a dream. You were here for me, you cared for me. You touched me, you loved me. You put a pillow under my head and a blanket over me; cuddling me. You kissed and held me. You were kissing me all over; gently and roughly; leaving bite marks behind. You held my hand and rubbed my back. You spread panda down and I spread lion down. You told me goodnight; to sleep well and have sweet dreams. You told me good morning and asked how I slept. You told me you loved me and would always be here for me. You called me kitten and patted my head. You did the things I love one last time.

A Dream by keygo1, literature

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A Dream

It started out with me walking with two friends of mine at a Walmart in their parking lot. They sat down at some table. I don't know what they were there for but I went to go school shopping. I had asked them to watch my bag and jacket that were in some buggy. They said they would and soon as I walked away one told the other to push it at me and then it disappeared. So I walked inside. I get a new buggy and find a place to sit. I start to count my money and realize that I was going to shop lift it all. I sit there thinking when two other friends and my ex walk in. I spotted them before they did me. My ex had finished up staying something b

Time by keygo1, literature

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Time

I know it will end. It always does. Time will only tell. Wonder how much I have left? Misery is my main feeling. I have sadness and despair, too. Along with bloody thoughts. I hope it all will go away with time. Time will only tell. An overused saying for sure. But... it is a very true one at that. Time doesn't truly heal tho. Time can make healing worse. You can dwell on things longer than you should. You can be like me and never forget. Always reliving the hurt; now and forever. Time can't stop me. Just gives me more time to think. To think about the bad because the good hurts more. The good will always hurt more.

I Want... by keygo1, literature

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I Want...

I want to be his only one. The only one he holds tightly to him, no matter the reason. Really... just to show he still cares about me. Us. I want to never feel like and worry about losing him again. To never feel like I'm walking on eggshells again. To know that everything between us is okay. To not worry about doing or saying something wrong. I want to know I am loved. I want to feel loved. I want to feel acknowledged. I want to feel secure in my feelings and in the feelings toward me. I want to know and feel that everything is okay in the moment. That it is okay for me to show my love, my feelings. I want him to know it is okay to show

Music by keygo1, literature

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Music

Some people say that some music is bad. While, others say it is not. Some say it has saved their lives. Others do not think so. Most people who it can not or does not, do not list to what is said. Sure, some songs do not have goo words or talk about certain things that are bad, But it speaks to someone somewhere. No matter what kind it is. There is a type of music for everything and feeling. Some may speak to you more than others at times may not. It all depends on what type of person you are and what feeling you have in the moment. It can be your savior, friend, even your enemy at times No matter what tho, it can always lift you up.

Death by keygo1, literature

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Death

I see other people scared of death. Yet I see some who say they are not and laugh in his face And when he comes knocking at their doors they hide and beg for their life. Yet the same has happened to me but I did not hide and beg for mercy. I did not do anything. I had no time to react. I had no time to say anything. I was pulled back before I had that chance by someone. I have laughed and seen death. If I ever see death again, I may not know what to do but I will not back down and beg like countless others.

Alone by keygo1, literature

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Alone

Alone is where my pain is. Alone is when the voices in my head become loudest. Alone is when my memories suffice. Alone is when I'm torchered by my mistakes. Alone is when bad ideas come to life. Alone is when my mind torchers me. Alone is when the blackouts arise. Alone is the state I'll die in. Alone is how I'll be for my lifespan. Alone in my darkest moments. Alone in my darkest thoughts Alone forever.

This Urge, This... Curse by keygo1, literature

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This Urge, This... Curse

The urge to mark my skin has become a strong one. It's not even been a month since the last time it happened. I have no way to talk to my only support system I have. I'm scared more now than I have been in a while. I dont want to blackout anymore! I dont want this urge, this.... curse! I dont want to be alone with the monsters in my head! I dont want to be alone ever, again! I want the blackouts to stop! I want this urge, this curse, to go away! I want to be around the person that helps me most! I want this to END! It seems the blackouts will never stop.... It seems this urge.... this... wretched.... curse will never leave.... It seems my

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One Last Time by keygo1, literature

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Music by keygo1, literature

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Alone by keygo1, literature

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Alone

This Urge, This... Curse by keygo1, literature

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This Urge, This... Curse

Learning of My Life by keygo1, literature

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Learning of My Life

I've learned that i'm different from the person you see on the street corner and at work or school. That I am one in a million and that i'm the only me there will ever be; that Im strong when it comes to people who don't have a clue about my life. People have beaten me down; destroyed all confidence, courage, and self-esteem I could ever have. I had one thing left and I was smart about protecting it. I had been for a long time and that might been part of my down fall because I wanted something to love...someone to love. Then he came along. Things seemed fine in the beginning, like they do in all relationships. Toward the end is where things

No One Knows by keygo1, literature

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No One Knows

No one knows my pain. I've hidden the pain for far too long for anyone to notice I'm in pain. I've actually started to show my pain and still no one sees. I've seen the marks on other people. Wrists, arms, legs, stomachs. Makes me wonder and think, if I do that, will someone finally ask if I'm really ok? I've asked for help before from someone who said they would always be there no matter what. He also said he loved me but when I asked for help he left. Why do that to someone you say you love? He did the opposite of what he said he would do. He hurt me alot and it made me worse in the end. I started blacking out and waking up covered in bl

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So, I used to love this group and it was something that was very exciting to see grow. The people that helped me get it booming have moved on to other things over the years and I myself am crazy busy almost all of the time. It would be helpful to see someone, anyone, who wants to see this group take off again and has both the time and energy to put into growing this again, shaping, cleaning up, and making this something special. If you are interested please reach out to me and we can talk.

No One Knows by keygo1, literature

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Artist // Student // Literature

Oct 6
United States
Deviant for 12 years
www.facebook.com/keygo2
She / Her

My Bio

love anime
Im 20, out of high school and am in cosmetology school.
Love to read books,comics,mangas
Im a Batman fan just ask

I live in Paris,Tennessee.
I help run a community on discord. Its called 4AGamers. My tag there is keygo ^.^#0093
I was a member of the Henry County High School Marching Patriots and still am part of the band family. I have been playing flute for over 5 years and can play a little clarinet, bass clarinet, vibraphone, trumpet, piccolo, and violin.
I love working on nails the most but coloring hair is always fun!
Love to make friends
One of my best friends is

My youtube page :www.youtube.com/watch/user/mis…?

[]single
[x]taken (he doesnt know about the bottom lol)
[x]mentally dating a character that does not actually exist.(Bruce Wayne/Batman at the moment)
[]stoking ex-boyfriend

And these are my fave. groups so far

Favourite cartoon character: to many of them

Personal Quote: When you live forever, what do you live for?
Why are all the good looking ones homicidal maniacs??

Favourite Movies

very scary,funny,anime

Favourite TV Shows

anime things, N.C.I.S, Ghost Adventures, tosh.0, Futurama, Doctor Who, hamtaro,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

eminem, drowning pool, lady gaga, nickel back, pink, avil lavigne, Black Veil Brides, Hollywood Undead, Fallout Boy, soulja boy, Luke Bryan, trace adkins, All Time Low, Daughty, 3oh!3, skillet, Suicide Silence, Sleeping With Sirens, Three Days Grace

Favourite Books

way,way to many

Other Interests

music

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keygo1

Nov 19, 2015

Almost made it a year...

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keygo1

Aug 18, 2015

The struggle for words is so surreal.

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keygo1

Aug 9, 2015

Can someone like fucking talk to me?

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Happy bday!

love your art! keygo1

Ah22783

Oct 6, 2015

Happy birthday!

Love your art including my fave hamtaro!

keygo1

Oct 10, 2015

Thank you!! also, thank you fir the fave!! <3

No prob

Hey! Thank you for watching me!
I'm doing something for all my watchers and drawing them one OC or character for them. I'm doing this to thank them for supporting my art.
Here's the journal that states more info or put you OC request.

shadowmistress21.deviantart.co…

sateessa

May 28, 2015

Thank you for the

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